surrender-myself

NEW BLOG

2007-02-19T14:59:00.000+08:00

Hey all I've switched to www.xanga.com/chocobananaaa! enjoy(:

2007-01-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

Helloooo again(: The past few days has been super fun! Our OG is super fun too and we won some amazing race thingy!(: We came back 1.5 hours before we were supposed to be back by(: GO SVCKIANS! HAHA. Anyway today OG ppl( Szeling, Selene, Darren, Nelson, Hyrum) and I went to suntec and marina square to look for ponchos and present for Xiong( OGL). Can you believe how hard it is to find PONCHOS! We went to Watsons, Carrefour, Giant, Guardian, all DON'T HAVE! Super pissifying haha but Hyrum is getting it from somewhere near his place I think. Then we got some bear pillow for Xiong and played arcade(: Nelson and Hyrum kept bumping into me in Daytona so I kept losing): Anyway, I'll blog more another day(:

2006-12-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

Helloooo(: Went Vivo, Plaza Sing and Wheelock today. It was fun(: And I got forced to watch Dejavu again. Yes, you know who you are. Hahaha. Anyways I highlighted my hair last week and after I did it, I found out that RJ doesn't allow? Cos I think its a bit obvious. Yupp, just a bit. The lady at the hairdresser's said it was subtle. But its kinda nice I guess. Going for some Christmas concert tmr with Faith cos Wen's an accompanist in it? Then I think they're coming over to stayover(: That is, if my Mom allows cos I'm playing Shi on wed. Oh, I hope my sis will be nice enough to help me get my tagboard up. I suck at this kinda thing haha. Seeya

2006-12-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

My evil sister has finallyyy let me use the com! Anyways, agegroup is like next week and my tennis sucks. Seriously. And I'm playing Shiyannywanny on wed so I have to try to start playing well again): Anyways no matter. Paris and Zurmutt( Switzerland) was quite okay I guess but I prefer home best. Pictures another day cos the evil one is back. Going to Tess & Pats house tmr with my sister(: HOORAY(:

2006-11-23T17:21:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO(:

It's been ages, O's are finally over!(: Thanks to LYN for this fantabulous blog(: I love that word. HAHA.

Anyways, the past few days have been really hectic I haven't been home for more than 2 hours at one go yet. Except sleeping of course. Training, training, training everyday at Farrer and RJ. Soooo super tired. Had ITF tournament too but got knocked out in first round for both singles and doubles. My tennis is super sucky now la. Oh wells, I'm going to train hard and become good again(:

Had the ITF dinner thing last Tuesday, it was quite fun I guess? We(Tamsyn Lyn Laura Clare Vic and Anne) went out before the dinner and it was fun(: We took silly pictures around the Christmas trees in town and the carousel. And I embarrassed myself at ToysRUs by like putting some woman's bottle on the rack. Don't ask why haha. LAURA MY REPUTATION IS IN YOUR HANDS! Delete that photo now!(: Pictures!

Anyway, leaving for Paris tonight, after which we're going like Zurmark? Somewhere in Switzerland I think. I don't want to go): I HATE PLANE FLIGHTS!? Seriously. Its like 12 hours from here to Paris. Sighh I plan to sleep throughout and not use the toilet. It's really gross and cramped. I refuse to use the airplane toilet. Yes, I refuse to use it.

2006-11-17T11:15:00.000+08:00

Well somewhere in the night,
They are a pair of lovers,
Looking to see the ghosts of what we used to be.
And somewhere in the night,
Back in another time.
I'll smile as I rescue moments from my memory.

2006-11-02T20:01:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOSH MY MOTHER IS SOOOO EVIL. SHE INSISTS THAT ITS RAINING WHEN ITS SO OBVIOUS NOT. Ahhhhh. No matter, going to sicc AGAIN to play against cricket club. ciao.

2006-10-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

Hmmm today was quite fun went to study with someone then we had crystal jader for lunch(: I love no. 122 on the menu. It's soooo goooood(: Kway teow in some scrambled egg sauce with prawns. Ahhhh(: Hmm then we had national colours award thingy in the afternoon. It was seriously a waste of time just to collect some cert and badge thing. Later met bryan for a while, he was with mich and joy at some market. Ended up walking all the way home from the bus stop, now I have like 2 huge blisters la):

O's already started and I don't know why I don't feel a sense of urgency to study. Its like otehr people are studying every spare moment they have but I'm like studying the bare minimum. I don't know why I can't get myself to focus. I think I'm kinda in a holiday mood cos school ended already. It really doesnt feel like exam period.

And oh, Mummy bought for me Ipod speakers!!!Its superrrrr nice la. She like bought it for no reason at all, she said cos i seemed stressed out and she thought this would help me to relax(: Sometimes, I really love my mom(: Hahaha

2006-10-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

Haha its beean a while. It's RJ openhouse tomorrow funfunfun(: OMGG JOO JI HOON is soooo HOT(: I'm going to get his autograph when I go Korea hahaha. Today was the last day of school, for me la. Cos I'm 'excused' from school cos of the talk and openhouse thingy. Hahaha. After school everyone was like saying BYE and hugging me and Shu cos its our last day. So sweet(: Love you guys<3

2006-10-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

faith wen me(:

jean me ariel eden xin

xin me CONG boss kelly yvonnie

shuuu me laoshiii xinnn(daisy(:)

Haha ohmygosh just came across these pictures. Sure going to miss you all next yearr<3>

2006-10-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

Seeing you again made me remember all those wonderful times we had. Kinda sad though because it also made me wonder, yet again, what happened to us? I know, you've probably moved on and forgotten about me and although its already been almost a year, I haven't forgotten about you. But believe me, I tried. Now we just totally ignore each other when we pass, I wonder if you remember all those times we went out and did stuff. I really do want us to make up.

I miss youu;

2006-10-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

I just found out a few things. Ahhh I'm not ranked 1 for u16 anymore cos i didnt play u16 the last tournament): I don't know if i should play u18 or u16 for the coming one. And, I think coach weber isnt letting me go overseas to play next year): I feel so super down now. I really wanted to, I know I haven't been training hard and all but its not my fault right? There's like O's coming. And my privacy just got invaded, yes CLARE. And you got the wrong idea haha. No matter, I'm just going to mug hard and not think of anything else and prolly retire from tennis):

You can have, what's left of me;

2006-09-30T17:26:00.000+08:00

Hellooo. Haha haven't blogged for practically the whole week. Ahhh coach weber was sooo mean yesterday. I was like almost well already, just coughing and sniffing a bit at training, and guess what? He called my mom to fetch me from training! I haven't trained for ages and when I wanted to, i got sent home): But it was quite funny too, cos he and coach shawn didnt allow me and jia to touch the balls or buckets but we did anyway(: I wasn't allowed to train today too, but at least i got to sleep till 11plus(: Anyways went to the doctor last night and i supposedly have stomach flu and bronchitis and it'll only get better in 10days? I've like been sick almost a month already. Ahhh. Getting back report book tomororrow!):

2006-09-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

How could I have thought that I was good enough for you?

2006-09-25T11:31:00.000+08:00

you know sometimes you feel like no one cares about you? like no ones cares how you feel or what you think? sighh. I just wish that people could just think before they say anything or do something, cos maybe they don't realise they're hurting someone but they really are? Can't they understand that for some people, its not as easy to get along with others?

Okay, that was so unlike me. anyways I'm still sick so I didn't go to school today. Felt like puking the whole day. I can't even study when I try to? Can't focus on stupid Hitler haha. Su, I guess you were right(: Back to Germany.

nothing tastes as sweet as what I can't have;

2006-09-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

I'm still freakin sick): I realised something today. the later you sleep, the earlier you get up? That makes sense right? HAHA its true. Anyways I woke up then we went to holland v for lunch. omgg crystal jade was goood. I finally bought my watch! I need to blend in to the nerd environment in RJ next year(: the watch is a start haha. Just had tuition, i love tuition(: It makes me feel smart. HAHA

2006-09-24T15:21:00.000+08:00

2006-09-23T16:41:00.000+08:00

If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me?

<\3

2006-09-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

hmm let's see yesterday lost to vanessa. lost 2 and 2 but I think I played quite okay. oh wells it doesnt really matter cos its like the 6th time that she beat me? haha nevermind then today, school was even more boring than usual. after that we had colours at hwachong the freakin blazer was damn hot la and we had to wear like pantyhose!? so gross. there were like guides everywhere and everyone there was so cheena it was damn funnyy. after the colours thing I was supposed to play tennis with casey zj and matt but somehow the courts were canceled? ended up going to zj's place and played taiti( I think thats how its spelt(: ) for like an hour till my evil mother called me up for dinner. sighh its back to MUGGING):

2006-09-21T13:22:00.000+08:00

I can't believe what is in front of me

The water's rising up to my knees

And I can't figure out

How the hell i wound up here;

Everything seemed okay when i started out the other day

Then the rain came pouring down

And now im drowning in my fears

And as i watch the setting sun

I wonder if im the only one;

2006-09-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

I WON!!! finally like after 3 hours, meiko made me run like crazy. umm the score, 7-6 (7-4) 4-6 6-2. but I played superrrr badly. like seriously. why can't I be pro): I don't think I'm going school tomorrow Mummy doesnt want me to. i need to rest HAHA. ahhh my sis is chasing me off the com):

2006-09-20T14:32:00.000+08:00

school sucks . like seriously. so boringgg. anyways got match later against MEIKO. i don't want to play her, that means i actually have to work hard): ahhh oh wells. haha my crazy brother just tried to put my dirty smelly sock over spitz's nose. haha CUTE

2006-09-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

the good times;

2006-09-19T14:02:00.000+08:00

blogging is funfunfun(: hmm today bio prac sucked. i was like clueless for everything like what on earth is a cotyledon or whatever? ahhh no matter. PANDIAN was sooo mean she didnt even come in for history la and she made us do this dumb sji paper. recess sucked. i wanted to eat curry chicken but the queue was too long): ahhh today just SUCKED. i think its cos of the stupid black cat i saw across the road. ahhh training later i feel like such a pig. i just want t sleep.

2006-09-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

ahhh got back prelims today. oh yes, and i've finally deicided to take up blogging though i may not update that often cos of stupid o's. well, at least in like 2 months it'll all be over(: okay, 10 points for prelims? it was like super unexpected la cos i was like watching like 4 hours of tv a day and i was studying and using the com at the same time. i guess it was just lucky. AND i failed all the practicals again. except for chem. that sucks. from today onwards, i'm going to be a FULL-TIME NERD(: i will okay. i'm like going to stick my results on my cupboard so when i wake up i'll be super scared and i'll studyy(: it'll WORK.

2006-09-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

testing :)